Now, this maybe a very SHORT blog, oooor a very long one. depends on how insightful im feeling. i suppose the main question on my noggin is: Would i be missed? in the voidance of life, in all the grandeur, and unpredictability, would my desire to be with my loved ones be a shared feeling from them to me? My family, My friends, would any of them truly say ” oh Patrick, ive missed you so much?”if i were to suddenly vanish?