" A tidal wave can only come to be by the throwing of a single stone into a shallow puddle"
Now, this maybe a very SHORT blog, oooor a very long one. depends on how insightful im feeling. i suppose the main question on my noggin is: Would i be missed? in the voidance of life, in all the grandeur, and unpredictability, would my desire to be with my loved ones be a shared feeling from them to me? My family, My friends, would any of them truly say ” oh Patrick, ive missed you so much?”if i were to suddenly vanish?
and im not happy about it =-= damn back pain. the nurses INSISTED that i go home for the day. I feel like i let my co- workers down and i dont get paid, even though i attempted to show up and do my part. NOW you see why i stopped my bad habbit of constantly calling off. but now i finally have a reason to. i refused to, and something even WORSE happens >.<
has struck me today. lower right lumbar is killing me! and can i call in? NO! wtf, man? my job needs to impliment a more efficient mode for emergency call- offs =_=
As of yesterday, My 2nd nephew, Liam Weslee Connell was born! im a double uncle! ALL THE WAAAAAAAAAY! :D